The eternal question isn't it? I have no friggen idea! I joke with my daughter and try to make light of things but it is impossible... always feels like you are drowning and getting nowhere. What I try to do to preseve a small sense of sanity is to every so often look back at what has been done... yesterday, last week, last year, whate-ever... just to remind myself that yes... a shit load has been done. It works temperarily on the superficial level for me.. but then I just get mad for other reasons... at my dumb-ass ex for being totally oblivious to all my efforts, sacxrifices, and the sacrifices my daughter nust make... all in the name of caring for Daegan to the best of my ability.
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